 | After getting out of a tough relationship I was looking for a guy that could just treat me right. My previous relationship only gets me pain and a pregnancy that lasted 3 months. I wasn’t looking for love or a lover, just someone that could make me laugh.I met this guy and we planned on seeing each other. It was the first time in 2 years that I was taking a jump and not knew what to expect. I also had not been on a date in 2 years. So I got ready with all of my friends right behind me, and I started getting butterflies in my stomach. A feeling I couldn’t remember ever having. About 15 min after the guy was supposed to pick me up, I thought him wasn’t going to show up, but then I saw the car that he had described. I kissed my friends and went to the car. We drove around and talked and laughed. We went and met up with my best friend, I had to introduce him to her. Then we left and we went to see some of his friends. After that we decided to go back to my empty house. We laid in my bed and talked about past relationships. I told him that I was very sensitive and I hated one night stands. He agreed, and said he doesn’t like waking up the next morning without those feelings. We ended up sleeping with each other that night. We woke up in each others arms the next morning. Then it was over. He left and didn’t call for another 2 days. I told myself not to care and to let it go, but the pain was still there. Now, I sit here writing this, and finally realize that maybe this is what I needed to let go of my past. I had never met anyone the way I met him and never have I connected the way I did with him. Maybe it was only meant to be ONE NIGHT!
Or... Maybe not, he still calls.
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