 | He is my lover, my sunshine, my friend
I can't bear not having him here deep within
Recently though, some feelings came out
Now there is emotion, where once there was doubt
He wanted no committment, no drama you see
Until the night he saw that guy dancing up on me
Then he got angry, and questioned me why
I told him I wasnt his girl and he wasn't my guy
But then all the memories of us rushed in
He cared for me now, more than he thought he did
I cried and I begged him to not leave this way
He said please don't touch me, there's nothign you can say
I now know I love him, but does he love me too
He's realized these feelings that he thought couldn't be true.
We have a great friendship, and for him I will fight
But now have I lost him, over something so trite.
God please help him forgive me, for what I have done
If I can't have him in my life, then I want no one.
Adam we have to get back where we were....
Because without you my friend, my life is a blurr.
I love you Adam.....
Love Carrie
Written by Carrie
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