 | These dreams, these thoughts
They fill ceaseless moments
Constantly ripped and elated
I stand undecided, motionless
My mind is sodden
Indecision returns and circles
Ever so near, overwhelming
I am torn
What was once clear
Has now become clouded
My longings
At odds with my passions
Do I tell the world
Of my simple quest
To find love of another
That I admire, cherish
Do I hold the line
Of my once simple goals
To be a good person
Without compromised character
And when I compromise one
The other, it suffers
Then I lose sight of both
And retreat to numbness
Do I dare to join the two
Into a fantasy beyond notion
Do I risk it all
To lose one or both
I sit and I wait
For love's fate
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