 | I can’t seem to ease the pain I feel
I don’t know why and I don’t even know how
I want to shout but I know no one can hear it
Even you won’t be bothered to hear it
If only I could tell you how much I’m hurt, I would
If only my tears can make you feel what I feel, I’ll cry
If only you could see how this pain is killing me, I’ll show it
But I know you’ll never hear, you’ll never feel and you’ll never see all of it.
There are times I almost lose my track because of you
I almost got lost in the dark just to find you
I keep on seeking you but you keep on hiding
I almost got fed up but I still go on, so it’s you I can reach.
I learned to clip my wings for you to reach me
I don’t have any pride to keep for you have pulled it
I’m almost down on my knees for you to stay
Yet in all I’ve done, still you didn’t even care.
I always tell you that I wanted to see you
That I’m missing you and that I missed to be with you
But you always tell me that I should be used to it
To accept it… to live with it… for this is the reality.
I thought of loving someone else, be with someone new
But how can I if you took my heart away with you
I want to give my love to someone who can stay
But how can I if all my love is for you, only for you and will always be for you.
I still keep on waiting for you to remember me
For you to call me, for you to see me
I keep on counting the days since the last time I saw you
Keeping my eyes on the time counting every hour… every minute…every second…
I want to give up now but I can’t, I still can’t
I want to go on with my life without you
I want to forget you and all the things we’ve been through
But life is so unfair ‘coz time wont permit me to.
If only all these that I feel I can spill out, I would
If only I can make you realize that I’m hurting, I would
If only you’ll listen now as I say I will always love you, I would gladly say it
But still, how can I if you couldn’t be here with me, here beside me.
I hope one day you’ll realize that I’m just here
Waiting for you to come back for me
And if that time comes, I will never ever let you go
I’ll show to you that who I am, what I am and all that I am will always be you.
Rhea Sandra Ilagan
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