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Sometimes

March 29,2005
seems like a lifetime ago
But yet your still on my mind every second of the day
When I got that phone call
That said you died
Something inside me broke
And never seemed to heal
It seems as though everyone around me
Has learned to pick up the pieces
And walk away from it all
But I'm still stuck here
In that moment I lost you
And I don't know how to get back to the way it was before

Sometimes I can go days
Where it feels like my life is coming together again
And then I'll see a car wreck on tv
Or hear a song on the radio
Or someone will smile the way you do
Or I'll hear your laughter in a crowd
And I'm right back to where I started
So many times I have replayed that day over and over again
When you called me the night before
Laughing hysterically saying how you couldnt wait to be home
You told me you would be over my house the next day
And that you loved and missed me
But now your never coming home

Sometimes I miss you so much that my chest hurts
And I wonder if I'll ever be able to breathe again
And sometimes I wonder if you were just some wonderful dream
But in my heart of hearts
I know you were really here
Theres this gaping hole of what youve left behind
And I'm beginning to believe that wounds like this just never heal
Without leaving behind painful scars
I have spent nights laying awake in bed
Wondering what kind of God kills two beautiful girls
What kind of God
Leaves one of them forever wounded
And my questions are always left unanswered

Sometimes I wonder if I am taking this harder than im supposed to
I feel embarassed that I was hurt so bad by your death
(does that make any sense at all?)
But no matter how I feel about my pain
It's there,wide wide open
I miss you so much
I can only hope
There was something better waiting for you on the other side
That your much happier there than you ever were here
And though I may be dying inside right now
That one day
I'll be able to look back on your memories
And smile without breaking down
That the sun will someday burst
Through these black clouds
I Miss you

dedicated to Molly Raim and Sierra Mitchell
died-March 29,2005
I MISS YOU TWO SOOOO MUCH!!! :(


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I AM MOLLY'S MOTHER, I LOVE THIS, I READ IT OFTEN. IT IS SO HER, JUST AS SHE WAS. THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME THROUGH THE DAYS.
 


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