I'm trying so hard
Not to love you
Though hard as I try
It always breaks through
I never wanted to
Open my soul up
Even though with this
I know you've had enough
But really, can't you see
Why I'm trying so hard?
I love you forever
And forever I'm scarred
I know that you love me
Through night and through day
I can't admit how I feel
It's too hard to say
I don't want my emotions
To take over me
Control, destroy
And distort what I see
I want to love you
Even more than you know
And there's only one way
That I can let it show
I really don't know
What I'm trying to prove
If you want this to happen
You have to make the first move