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Dirty Little Secret

If you asked any of my friends
they would be the ones to tell you
that I am the happiest
I am the funniest
I am the most outgoing
I am the life of the party
I am the one that brings everyone together
and though I was hurt when you left
my life has gotten so much better since I have 'let you go'
but if they could only see me right now
Because the truth is
When I lay in bed at night
I take my mask off and set it beside my bed
I lay awake with tears rolling down my face
Missing you more than I have ever missed anyone
Loving you to the point where its out of control

I called you last night to see how you have been
I laughed and told you about the new guy I've been dating
and promised to hang out with you sometime
I told you we would always be friends
But if you only knew the truth...
I have a dirty little secret
that lives deep within me
I have a dirty little secret
I can never let you see
I never stopped loving you
not even for a moment
I still miss you so much
I would die to feel your touch
I still dont understand where we went wrong
I still want to start over again
But you will never know
I keep this deep inside
and smile for all the world to see
I laugh the loudest
so noone hears my screaming inside
I become the life of the party
so I dont shrink in a corner
I'm trying to keep it together
But I think I'm falling apart
I have a dirty little secret
that lives deep within me
I have a dirty little secret
I can never let you see
I never stopped loving you
not even for a moment
But you can never know
this dirty little secret.

**for jason


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Elizabeth
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Hey I once felt the some about a boy but you know what forget get him we are both wroth more then that if they can't see how much we f*cking love them f*ck them because we don't need that sh*t.It took me a year and like 4 months to forget him and now I am seeing a grate guy who loves me so much and I love him so much so be strong and one day you will get over itElizabeth Tovar
 
Nadine
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You should let him know how you feel. Pretending everythings fine is not right. Let out your feelings, you will always wonder how it would've been if you had said something. There is more than one person for us to love. Be everything you love.
 


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