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Everyone I care about and love makes me who I am

I used to be so happy.
There wasnt a reason for my happiness but i just was... i was a kid and it seemed nothing would ever go wrong in my life you know.
But i grew up and life is nothing what i expected.It is full of choices and paths leading in all different directions and there are so many people and i have to decide whom i have as friends, whom it is that i can trust.
Like my life just now is so confusing.
I've got friends in all different directions and i want to be all of their friends but anything i do to try and help one only seems to hurt another.
It is as if this is a test to see if im a strong enough person but i dont feel i am.
I know im weak when it comes to making decisions.
I just want everybody i care about to find peace in themselves, everybody i care about to live life how they want to and i want them to know i will support them in any way i can.
I keep breaking down.
One minute im fine and laughing and the next im on the floor all crumbled up and its like i want to cut myself cause myself pain....
but thats the old me.
i dont want to be her nomore.
Im breaking down because everyone i care about and love has broken down to and they are what makes me who i am and without there light in my life...
my life is simply nomore


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Jess
Jess
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Wow... That's exactly what I'm going through right now. Good job, that was awesome.
 
myra
myra
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Thats really pretty!..:)
 
Big D
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im that way. im a person that just wants to take everyones problems and throw them away.but ive gotta be able to fix mine b4 i can help theirs.and im weak when it comes to my problems.and theres just so much pain and i dont kno what to do with it all.everyday a tear falls from my cheek cause everyday a friend passes by and never speaks to me again.one by one im losing them all.i hate the word (lies). cause gee do they believe them.and if only they would hear me out and listen that if we were true friends like i think we are then they would kno i would never hurt them.but now all i do is sit and cry myself to sleep.waiting till the end is here and all my friends are there for me.and all my problems are gone.keep up with what uve got.and trust me ull get through this.with enough faith u will and dont call urself weak cause ur alot stronger then you think.and remember uve got someboduy here that will always love you
 


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