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Before Valentines day

Okay the friday before Valentines day I went to a basketball game with my friends. Once we got there I started hanging out with Aaron. He is my age and in the beginning of the year we were friends but secretly I liked him alot. But then he started going out with this girl rachelle and they went out for about 3 months.Once they got together we kind of stopped being friends. Everyone warned him not to go out with her because she is kind of skuty and she would break his heart. And thats what happened. So anyway the bball game was about a month after they broke up. So me and himwere hanging out in the little snack bar area and we were talking about rachelle and this boy I used to like. We also asked eachother who we liked but I said not really anyone even though I still really liked him. He said he didnt know either but he said he thought I was hot. I said ib thought he was too. So then he asked me to go outside with him so we walked up to the dark track around the fball field. We were just talking and then he kind of hinted that he wanted to kiss me. But I didnt know what to say so he said that I didn't have to if I didn't want to but then I said I did but I had never kissed anyone before. He didn't care. So we were standing on the bleachers his back against a banister me againt himand we kissed three times. Really good kisses!! Then westarted walking back and he grabbed my hand turned me arond pulled me in and kissed me twice more. Then we were almost to the building and we kissed one more time. We kind of decided we werent going to tell anyone except our best friends Ashton and Scott. Once we got inside everyone was asking where we were but I said we were just walking and talking and they believed me. Me and aaron didn't hang out for the last 2 min of the game. We didn't talk that weekend. On Monday,Valentines day, he ignored me and then I heard him and this stupid sluty girl alicia were probly gonna go out. I was so sad. Me and scott are good friends to so italked to him about it. After two weeks I wrote him a letter and told him how I felt all year and how I would always have feelings for it. He never reacted to it but I know he got it and read it after that we have been kind of wierd and I told him I don't hate him and I wanna be his friend. But I've tried to stop liking him or liking someone else but I can't stop tjinking about him. He sometimes talks to me and I think I love him. I hate him and have the strongest feelings I've ever had for someone in my life. I know I love him. So what I need from you people is to tell me if I should tell him how I feel Or tell scott to tell him. I didn't know what to do but I want to get rid of the feeling or just be with him! Please give me suggestions boys especially.

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Lynn
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i liked this guy so much and i new he liked me some cuz he always walked me to class and we got kinda close.u no we new much about each other. he finally asked me out. we would argue alot even from the beginning. he said i was always mad at him.but i did have my reasons.anyways the school homecoming dance was coming up and he didnt ask me to go cuz he new i couldnt go so i wasnt trippin about that. yes i was mad that he still went and danced with some chick that i hate but what really pissed me off was that the day after the dance he went to a party and my friend was there so she decided to watch him. she said she looked and saw him kissing some girl. i was pissed. and didnt feel like arguing when he always turned it around and made me feel bad for blaming something on him that he didnt do. so i wrote him a long poem/note and said something about how i have to say goodbye. well i didnt mean break up,i meant i had to go(i couldnt write no more). i gave it 2 him and was planning to talk to him about it later when i cooled down. but he took it to far. he gets mad at my letter and thinks it means we broke up and starting hanging all of the same girl he danced with at the dance. the same day at school when lunch ended he was with the girl and i walked by to go to my class and he kisses her.i started crying(well no one new, but i was heartbroken cuz i consitered us still going out.i called him and started yelling at him for that after school but he says well u broke up with me in that letter so i can talk to whoever i want. i was so close to beating the sh*t of that girl. but instead i told her u stay away from my man or i will kick ur *ss. but she didnt back away. i started talking to him again and i new he liked her but he kept denying it. well he told me that it was my place to get back with him since i dumped him. so finally i ask him out and he says no.get this the girl called him and at the end of there conversation she askes him out!and u no what he says..he says yes! i was again heartbroken. but me and him were still friends so i finally asked him how he felt about everything.he says the someone that i dont like im going out with and someone that i like alot dumped me.he broke up with her cuz the sadie hawkens dance was coming up and some girl asked him so he was going with her(just as friends he said).but the day of the dance me and him really had fun that hanging out and at the end of the day after school he walked me to my bus.he always did..it was so so sweet.but we were standing outside the but like usual talking untill the bus was about to leave. and he says he really thinks that we should go back out and for me to think about. i told him i though t we should even though we were both scared of getting hurt agian.but he didnt want to go out when he was going to the dance with another chick.but come to find out the next week that there going out.heartbroken agian. he said he was drunk and it just happened. well they went out for 3 months or something around there. and me and him stayed close friends with phone calls to one oclock in the morning. or IMing each other till that late.but we stopped talking the way we used to after awhile.but at one point after we broke up i really new he had some feelings for me cuz right before i was taken to the hospotial i couldnt find him anywhere to help me so i called him was like were the hell r u when i need u? but the phone hung up or something but i had heard him say at home why? so i text him saying i need help.(i was using my friends phone).the teacher sent me to the nurses office. and i passed out so i dont remember much but i remember that they were taking me on a stretcher. well to fing what happen was he text back saying hold on im on my way. but it was to late thats how i no he did care 4 me but i do like ur poem
 
Erica
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First I wanna start off saying that lynn if you have a problem start your own section instead of takin someone elses shine. I thought it was sabrina. Sabrina you should tell him yourself how you feel about him. Writing a letter ain't nothing but a waste of ink and paper. i'm pretty sure if alicia wrote you a letter telling you to stay away from him you would respond differently if she was to come up to you in your face. Same thing boo-boo! if you are too afraid then you let scott tell him and he may tell scott more things than he'll tell you but you have to make sure you tell scott not to tell him you sent him because then you won't get no information. Now if you really want him you gotta get into the man snatcher mode. I can't tell you what I do cuz I don't want everybody to use my style cuz then it won't work anymore. You should be a smart girl you can figure it out. But once you get into that mode it'll be hard for him to say no (if you know what you doing) and in no time he'll be yours.
 
Sabrina
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Thanx everyone but if you guys know any boys ask them about this then tell me Please! Keep the great suggestions comin though! :) :)
 


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