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Confessions of a Nobody

I feel so broken inside,
and all I want to do is hide.
I just want to be alone,
until I can be grown.
I have no clue why I feel like this,
I guess I just feel missed.
No one loves me and no one cares,
and that's the feeling I absolutely can't bear.
I know some do,
and they tell me too,
but I always end up being blue.
I've been broken too much,
and I'm totally crushed.
It's like all I do is cry,
and want to curl up and die.
I know I sound sad and depresed,
but that's only because I'm not blessed.
Everyone has great and wonderful lives,
and all I get are razors and knives.
It helps to heal the pain,
everytime you go over a vein.
Although I don't do it anymore,
I still think about my drawer.
It has everything in it from pills to blades,
and I am always thinking of it as my life fades.
Here are my words and thoughts,
as I sit here and keep being distraught.
I know no one will ever read or hear this,
and to me that would be great bliss.
This is because I am a nobody,
and nobody is me.

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aisha
aisha
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Love ur poem ... its really strong and i think it describes a part of every depresed teen what is going thru really good ... this poem reminded of myself and days of sadness, lost, depression, love,hate, to feel detested by everybody ... to feel that nobody really cares ... during time i found out that it was not true ... well the only thing i could say its to be strong and dont hide who you are, because you are just yourself, a beautiful person with the gift to write,live and love ... nobody is a nobody ... everybody is somebody in this life ... take care ... Aisha
 
christina
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I can really relate to your poem. That was really strong. I feel the same way. But you have to stay strong. If ever you want to talk you can email me.
 
Heather
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I swear to god that is the best poem i have ever heard in my life! I agree with Christina. Really strong. I can feel the way your actually feeling when you read this. Id love to read more of your work!
 
Sherry
Sherry
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Hang in there, there are people that do care!!
 
Me
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I loved it. Keep up you good work!
 
Kenesha
Kenesha
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One thing that I have learnt in my life is to never give up when you think that everything is going rough with because there is always someone who has it worse than you do so no matter what the feeling is there is always hope and feeling sorry for yourself is never the place to start you have to get up and do whatever you have to do to make your life better so that tomorrow you can look back at all your troubles and laugh them in the face. Stop stressing and get up friend for the world is not going to be the same without you.
 
Gabby
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Hey,I really loved your poem. You are amazing,and through your writing you showed that you are worth more than anyone could imagine.I too use to cut, and I attempted sucide only last year... I'll be 16 next month. This life is so hard, but as soon as you find someone you can relate to, you will do fine. Even during the hardest and worst parts of your life, there's always at least one good thing that can come out of it. My aunt once told me something that helped me through, and I prey that it'll help you as well.She told me WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER. I couldn't put it in any other way. Also about your writing, you are absalutly amazing. I love writing and that's my only outlet, so keep writing. I promise, it helps, and you having that much talent makes it even better. If you ever want to talk, please feel free to IM me. Good Luck to you sweetheart.
 


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