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I can't be pregnant

Submitted by natassia rhiannon
E-mail: yellow__2345@hotmail.com


I can't be pregnant
I just can't be
I'm supposed to be perfect
noone expects this out of meMy family will disown me
my straight a's won't matter anymore
I just can't have this baby
what will I live for?

I will ruin my future,
I will ruin myself,
this baby just can't happen,
if it does I'll kill myself...

I'm sorry Wacey
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Alexis
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My family told me the same thing when i got pregnant with my little girl and i was so upset i wanted to run away cuz i thought my mom would throw me out of the house.but after i had her my mom was so happy to be a grandma and now we all get along and she loves my little girl to death she never wants to let her go.i even moved out with my boyfriend and we are a very happ family even though im only 16 we are gettin married when i graduate which is at the end of this year im so happy and my moms happy for us.hopefully your family will do the same im prayin fo you
 
Heather
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sweetie life can be so tough and i know what ur going through i have been in that situation and i let it be handled horribly believe me you would regret it. i'm not saying that having a child woudl be easy because it will change your life but it wont only be from the bad. and the best part about that baby will be that it is the only one that knows what your heart will feel like from the inside. just remember that when you stare into their beautiful little eyes someday. best of luck and if you have any questions or remarks email me... congrats angel
 
Hope
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I know things are rough, but just try to remember EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I found out at 19 that I would never be able to have child. That is a lot to handle and understand. I was upset for a long time about this. But then I got married and adopted my beautiful daughter 3 years later. She is the best thing that ever happen to me. So sometimes when we think the wrost thing in the world just happen, It really is the BEGINNING OF SOMTHING WONDERFUL.
 
zoe
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i had a relationship that was based on nothing. and i thought i was pregnant. for 2 weeks i lived in hell. i couldnt sleep, i couldnt eat and i made myself ill with worry. all that kept going through my mind was what if i had his child growing inside me, i knew it would be the end of my life. i was scared because i knew he would only be with me because i was carrying his child and he didnt love me. a big part of me wanted it to be true because i knew he would stay with me. but that wouldnt be real. he would only be with me because of the baby. i didnt want to let go because i always believed there was something worth holding onto. but i was wrong.
i swore that if i was pregnant i'd kill myself because i'd rather be dead than have his child growing inside of me. but i only said that because i was hurting.
when i found out i wasnt pregnant i ended the relationship we had. there was nothing tying me to him anymore.
it nearly killed me.
believe me the fear of thinking your pregnant is far worse than being pregnant. you feel like no one understands and you have no where to go.
but its not the end.
no matter what, if you are pregnant you should always remember that your never alone. because there is a miracle growing inside you. things always happen for a reason and theres a reason why you are going through this now. be brave and strong and if you have a close friend confide in them. if you dont i'd be happy to be your rock.
but know that woman around the world know what your going through and your never alone xxx
 
Kim
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hey i know how u feel it's ok i thought
i was well everyone told me i looked like i was but i wasn't have a test done then you'll know
 
Amanda
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hey girl my best friend she just turned 13 and just had a baby boy she use to say that stuff all the time but she had the baby boy and she is loving him like a normal mother would her family disowned her when she was pregnant but once she had the baby they were right with her so dont think that kinda stuff u will love ur baby
 
justine
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I'm so sorry about you losing your baby girl
 
justine
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I'm only 15 and i'm pregnant and I don't want to have it because it will mess up what I have going on for me but hey i'm sorry that u lost ur baby girl peace
 


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