hey im natalie,
it sounds like u have it pretty rough at home. im 14(nearly 15) and i have some problems of my own i cut myself whenever i feel like life is tough(and its sumthing that u should neva try its bad and it can get addictive like in my case) and i go councelling. maybe u should concider seeing the school concellor and the councellor could talk to ur mum and let her no how u feel. even if u told her urself she might listen more if its from another person especially the councellor. i know what it feels like to try and reason with ur mum half my problems r 2 do with my mum and me fighting. but i truly recommend seeing a councellor and getting them to talk to ur mum becoz if ur step dad is treating u like that its not good 4 u and u should tell sum1 b4 its gets worse then it is. i hope i was sum help. love natalie

That was a GREAT poem im sorry about evevrything thats going on if u EVER need anyone to talk to then I am ALWAYS here
April Michelle Hanna
14 years old (almost 15)

hey my name is brittany i jsut turned 15 and iam goin thriugh the same thing and i recentaly found out my step father goes through my underwear drow and he found my birth control pills in there and we have a big arguement he hit me and kicked me and i have about 6 bruises and i dont know what to do. my mom has ben married to this guy for 10 years now an diam so tried of it i hate coming home and iam even scared to come home to my own house iam in a relationship ship with a 24 year old guy that i love to death he makes e so happy and hes my everythign he wants to comfort my stepfather about this but iam scared its goesing to cause me more problem so i wont let him my boyfriend was recentally arrested and he doesnt get out of jail till june 7 iam so scared and i dont know what to do hes the only thing that makes me hapy hes really the only reason iam alive today cus hes been there we've been togeather for 9 months now but now iam depressed and want to die senice hes not around and iam scared if my step father keeps doin this i just might do it i need help and i want help to keep me alive so i can be with my boyfriend and evetually be togeather with him forever we have talked about marrage when he gets out but i need someone to sign. my mom totalybe trayed me for my stepfather and i have none one to turn to besdie my boyfriend family with loves my to death but its so far from my little brother whos 13 and my school. Iam also scared if i leave home and live at his moms house then ill leave my brother and senince iam not there for him to beat up on then my brother wil beand i dont want that to happen. what do i do. i think you shoudl leave and live with your fiance cuz you dont need someone like that and if your mother doesnt listen that shes isnt very loving iam sorry to say that but she should at least stick p for her own child i know what your goin through and if you ever need anyone to talk to iam here to listen my number is 858-505-9430 or 858-722-1965 you can call 24/7 its on at all hours and there my own numbers iam here to listen and i need someone to talk to to sometimes and just need someone to listen to me welliam sorry to hear about everythign but your not the only one goin through it i jsut dont understand how stepfather think they rule adn mother are so whipped!!!