 | Submitted by Mizz. Smoochies
I don’t know what to do anymore, my past is ruining my life. In the past, I’ve been on the run 3 or 4 times now. I had been raped two times and never had the nerves to report them because I didn’t want my parents and them to know.Now, I have a boyfriend of 10 months. He used to always irritate me of my past. He is the only guy that I have told about my whole past. Sometimes he evens tells me that he don’t even want me because of my bad reputation. But he loves me too much to let me go. Yes I love him a lot too.
Every time I think of my past (which I try not to think so much about it) or if something reminds my of my past like people I know or songs I used to listen to back in the days will often make me think back. I just feel so worthless sometimes. I know that what I did in the past and my poor decision is my fault. You know, there’s always got to be some temptations in your life right?
Well, even though I disgraced myself. I am glad I went through it. Not in a bad way. I’m glad I had the chance to experience this because I have thought a lot about it. It made me realize how important it is to make good decisions, because it WILL impact you in the future.
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