 | Submitted by Maya
E-mail: mztuke_disney411@yahoo.com
I felt so good.
Starting the year out wit everything i could....
Think of
being with my friends and having the one i loved.
Until one day something happen to me,
it was like a new guy had the key...to my heart
and from that moment on, things fell apart.
I ended up breaking things off with my summer crush
and everytime i b*tched about it everyone said hush
i hooked up with that guy which happened to be his best friend
which was kind of harsh because i didnt wait for his heart to mend.
That first week was kind of bad
cuz there was so much stress and drama which made everyday sad.
After awhile things were ok
everyone was talking about me and ray
deep in my heart i new something was wrong
i dont no, what took me so long
to realize
that everything he said, were all lies
He gave one of my friends something and told her not to tell
but i always find out and i was like what the hell
when i finally confronted him about the Bling
i now just realized he told me nothing
at that moment i didnt care
because he said he wouldnt do it again he said"i swear"
we moved on and stayed together because i didnt make it such a big deal
actually i was confused and didnt no what to feel
well lets move on wit the story i got so much to say
me and a friend were hanging out one day
i never would have thought it would have turned out the way it did
i mean i new this guy since we were kids
hahahahahahaha i no what you are thinking
but trust me, we did not have a fling
he said that he liked me and that i was pretty
and i just smiled and said i had to pee
the next school day came and i new i had to tell ray
i went up to him and i was like"hey"
i said "we need to talk" and he said"aite"
from that moment on things werent so tight
i told him everything, exactly how it went
and from that moment on i wishi was hiding in a tent
i kept on telling him i didnt like this guy
that he was like my brother, but all he did was sye
we walked to class, and it was all silent
i didnt no what that really meant
all i new was that he didnt trust me
after class i wanted to see ...
if he was still mad
he was, he didnt want to talk to me which made me hella sad
i went straight up to class i was ready to cry
after 2 minutes i see him at the door tryin to catch my eye
he said " im sorry i reacted like that"
i pretty much told him it hurt that he didnt trust me then i sat....
back in my seat
in biology class all i did was weep
after class was over i see him standing
i was hella nervous so i started playin with some string
he was about to break up with me but somehow we didnt
thats when i new how much he really meant...
2 me
but i new he wouldnt drop this and let it be
winter break came and i new i wouldnt see him
thats when the fire of our feelings went real dim
he broke up with me a month ago
and him and his friends are being real low
there talking hella sh*t behind my back
i think what there doing is hella wack
and im hella pissed
cuz u dont ever see me getting dissed
im writing this cuz its on my mind
i think about it all the time
now a days i c him a lot
and all i do is think and rot
soon this will be a lesson to learn
but until then, i jus gotta let it burn
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