Submitted by Jenna
E-mail: rockpresentslife@hotmail.com
If im upset
do i cry?
no
do i reach out for those that i know are willing to help?
no
do i turn to the kitchen object which cuts my skin...?
yes
why?its sharp
it takes away the feeling of sadness
replacing my feelings which pain
it makes me forget
for a minute or two...
when that knife touches my skin...
oooh the feeling is sensational
i feel like a little girl that is doing something wrong...
i can almost feel my skin tremble
as if it is begging my not to hurt it
but i do it anyway...
knife knife knife...
ooh the pleasure you give me...
ooh the pain you give me.....
oooh how scary you are...
why where you made?
i know you're wrong but at the same time you are the only thing i believe can truely cure me of these bad feelings...