Just tell him straight up, your having a hard time and you don't want to go through it alone.If he loves you that much he will understand. Tell him that you love him and he could make the difference. You need to feel like he is there and tell him that you want to feel his arms around you. I know how it is to go through that and you need to feel like people are there for you whenever you need them.I am pretty sure that he will understand and you will see a differece in his actions.It is good that you have your friend though cuz you always need someone and more than one person is even better. Well good luck I hope everything goes good.

Just tell him thats all you can do and if he doesnt care then let him go...a guy should always be there for you!!

wow I am going threw the EXACT same thing and I dunno what to do either I like him and all nd I need him but iono any more !!! well GL and wish me sum too :(