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Confession

By Christinaa
29.01.2005
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	Submitted by Christina E-mail: beautifulgurl_88@hotmail.com I have a confession. Please forgive me. I'm afraid that my disease is coming back. Piece by piece.I'm falling apart. It's slowly taking over my mind and my thoughts. It keeps on telling me what to do. I try not listening to it I try to ignore it but I'm to weak. I'm a weak girl. I cannot fight this disease. I pretend that everything is okay. I smile to people, look at them in the eye lieing to their face telling them that I'm fine. Shall I confess or shall I keep forever this secret in me ? What will they think ? What will they say ? Will this disease take over me ? Take over my mind ? Take over my thoughts ? Will it take over me..completly ? Question after question-non stop. Answeres-never. I believe that this life is a big dream. I feel like I'm stuck in this big dream... stuck in a nightmare. When will I wake up :( I'm scared. This nightmare is really scaring me. But I shouldn't worry it's just a dream which is almost over ! This is almost over... my life is almost over. There's nothing left for me to live for. I'm just a sad girl. I'm just a depressed girl. They dont know what's going in my head. They think I'm okay. I cannot take it anymore. When will I wake up ? So there you have it... I confessed you my biggest secret. Forgive me again. Sorry for the lies and the fake smiles and saying that I was okay when I really wasn't. I wrote this poem last year while I was really depressed and didn't know that to do anymore and I didn't know who to talk to ...so I turned to my note book and wrote down how I felt. Note: when I keep writing disease..it means suicide. I think that suicide is a disease.

sierra

1438 days ago Reply

Listen!!! I understand that things get really hard sometimes but you can't give up!! FIGHT and prove to the world things that they would never believe!!! Keep faith in GOD and stay STRONG!

If you ever need to talk just email me at GunitCutie1556@aol.com

deanna

1436 days ago Reply

i think this poem is very good aye

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