 | Submitted by starry
E-mail: star_167@hotmail.com
Ok, so I have this problem. I really want my boyfriend’s bf's brother! I don't know what to do.
So my bf and I were in van visiting his best friend, who he hasn't seen in like six months. I came along because I was on vacation from school and sort of knew his friend and his brother from the summer before and I really wanted to spend some alone time with my bf. When I first met him, (his names Evan) I really thought he was really sweet but he's like 2 years younger than me, and of course I have a bf of 3 yrs so I just played it cool and tried really hard not to like him. Then when we went to visit his brother, we stayed with them at their parent’s house. This meat that Evan was there practically the whole time, and he was so funny and cute, I wanted him sooo bad! So one night we all decided to go out to a club, I was the only girl that came with the group, which was about 8 guys, including Evan, my boyfriend and his best friend. I happened to be sick with strep though I didn't know it at the time so I couldn't drink, while everyone else I was with proceeded to get wasted, including my bf. I sat there practically the whole night by myself except for when Evan would notice that I was by myself and come and talk to me.
My bf and I have a pretty honest relationship and I don't get mad at him if he sometimes flirts with other girls but this night he was taking it a little too far, hitting on an entire table of girls, while I sat at the table next to them by myself. When I finally got fed up and walked over to him to mark my territory by kissing him, he said 'chill out, I told these girls you were my roommate’s, which really pissed me off as you can imagine. By the time we were ready to leave the club I was upset. All the guys decided that we would go back to one of Evans friends house, he lived pretty close to where Evan and his brother live so it would be close enough to walk back if I wanted to.
So we got there and my bf was just being the biggest loser! The guys that we went with saw some girls that they knew at the club and had invited them over too. My bf was flirting with all of them and I even caught him with his hand on one of the girl’s legs when I walked into the room. Needless to say I was really upset, and I kept saying that I was going to leave. Well I’m from a small town and the city kind of freaks me out so I wanted to leave but I didn’t want to go by myself ‘cause I was scared. Finally I guess Evan noticed and he said he wanted to go home anyways and he would walk me home. I was really excited even though I was mad at my bf and we left. On the walk home we were really cool. Evan is a really nice guy and he would never move in on his friend’s girl so we just chatted even though I wanted him to kiss me. We got back to his house and I asked him if he was going back. He said if I wanted to stay up he wouldn’t. I said I just wanted to watch some TV, so he said he would stay with me. We started watching ‘the family guy’ and it was so cute how he knew like the whole episode. I was wining about my neck all night because I get tension headaches sometimes and I was rubbing my shoulders. He said he would massage them for me. I was really psyched and didn’t feel bad because it was totally innocent (I thought) and because my bf was being such and a**. So he was rubbing my shoulders for a while and we were laughing and talking and then he started massaging my neck really lightly, and moved lower on the front by my collarbone. I kept thinking that he wasn’t hitting on me, ‘cause he would never do that. A little bit earlier we were talking about how my bf was acting at the club. I was trying to be tough and brush it off ‘cause it made me feel like a loser in front of Evan. Then Evan said ‘you are way better than how he was treating you. He must be really drunk to be like that to you. You are way hotter and funnier than any of those girls’ He was really close to me when he said that and I just really wanted to kiss him so I did. He kissed me back and I totally melted. We were a little freaked out that his brother and my bf would come home and catch us so we stopped. Nothing else happened but I wanted it to.
The rest of the week that we were there, we kept making eye contact and he kept complimenting me. Once we were sitting next to each other and he kept touching my leg really softly but unnoticeably (to everyone else). When we left he gave me a big hug. Now I can’t stop thinking about him, but I really love my bf and would never want to hurt him. Should I just forget about Evan and pretend nothing happened? I don’t know if I can, I think about him practically every day.
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