 | Submitted by Kara
There you sit, telling me that you love me, but all I can do is doubt.
I struggle to understand your tone, seemingly wondering what this is all about.
You say not a word as I try to figure out who you really are.
Desperately I remind you im willing to go only so far.And still I debate over how so much pain can come with such love.
So tell me baby, what is our relationship truly made of?
Do you consider me your equal or just some girl out there.
Just another female faltering under your tender touch and care.
Mentally I scream.
I feel like I have been walking all my life in a dream.
Soundlessly I cry.
Pouring my heart out to the crest fallen sky.
Hoping you hear my hollers of loneliness and despair.
I crawl in my bed and wait for the heavens to answer my prayer.
But overtime My heart sinks deeper in the darkness.
Holding out so thin, nothing to reel me back in.
lost, confused.
Aching with every cut and bruise.
Hungry, shamed.
Hating what I have became.
Broken, true.
Why in the h*ll did I have to love you!
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