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I cut myself; wanting to die...

Submitted by Steph
E-mail: cute_teddy_bear190@hotmail.com


I cut myself; wanting to die,
no more do I want to cry.

Every night, I lie awake,
want to change, not to be fake.
It feels like no one cares about me,
Just want to die, don't want to be alive.Sadness is always in my heart,
just want to end and die, just want to start over.
I want to be accepted for who I am,
I wish someone out there could understand.
I ask myself “When will death come upon me”
I just want to jump, jump off dramatically.

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christina
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wow, that a beautiful poem...sometimes i feel like that too..
 
Emily
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u kno, wut ur poem says is exactly how i feel, like all the time...nd the worst part is when my ''frinends'' tell me that it'll get better...it never seems to...so, i cut myself...not to like make it sound like a good idea...but it truly does take your pain away in a sense, b/c then u focus on the pain on ur wrist, not in ur heart nd soul...be careful though, a few of my ''friends'' found out that i do it nd completely turned on me...if u really feel that you want to die...then i know eXaCtLy how u feel...take care, i kno it hurts...e-mail me sometime if u ever need to talk...
 
Karla
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I really liked that poem because it reminds me of all that bad stuff that has happened to me and all the situations that made me feel like dying. I know how u feel bcuz sometimes i just can't take it anymore with all these problems and i just cut myself to get my anger out of me even though it hurts and burns but..... i hope god takes me with him pretty soon!!!
 
Jess
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hey... ppl write in telling you that they know how you feel.. but in actual fact know one really knows how you feel it would really piss me off if every1 kept saying that to me, i get really angry to sumtimes and you probably think im saying this bcoz i have no idea what you all have or are goin through but you would be suprised... anywayz to all of you out there keep safe
 
Manda
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Catherine
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I really liked the poem I cut myself alot and all i want to do is die i feel like no one cares for me or about me your poem was awsome i enjoyed reading it.
 
Brittany
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hi,

I am brittany and i think thats a really good poem....Maybe some day i can talk to you on the internet and we can share poems!!!!
 
Sarah
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Hey I know how you feel. I feel the same way I have been on my own since I was 12. My mother left in the middle of the night and my Dad drinks all the time and used to beat me. When I was 13 I moved out and lived with one of my friends for a few mouths then moved out of there and in with my bro. I'm 16 and addicted to meth I'm still in school but f*ck that sh*t. I just love to cut myself and want to die all the time. I have no one but my brother. My man just ran away. And I hate my life
 
Becky
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HEY THERE.. I NO EXACTLY HOW U FEEL 2! I ALWAYS CUT MY SELF WHEN MY MUM AND DAD passED AWAY I HAD NO ONE IM LIVING WITH THIS OLD MAN NEXT DOOR! PLEASE DONT SAY U WANT 2 DIE BCOZ U DONT U GOTTA LIVE UR LIFE STRONG! EVERYONE DOES CARE 4 U JST THINK OF ME HERE ALL ALONE IVE GOT NO FAMILY 0R FRIENDS BCOZ IM A "FREAK" OF LIVING IN A DUMP! EVRYDAY I THINK OF MY MUM AND DAD AND NOTHING WILL BRING THEM BACK SO I CUT MYSELF AND I GO THROUGH THE PAIN THEY WENT THROUGH 2 DIE! SO TAKE EACH DAY AS IT COMES AND THINK OF URSELF LUCKY 2 BE ALIVE WITH UR FAMILY! TAKE CARE HUN.X
 
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I have tried to kill myself many,many times,but it always go wrong or someone catches me.I try cause I don't think I should have beenput on this earth,to be in my room depressed all the time and the said thing is I am 14 years old and I have been trying for 3 years to kill myself rope,knives all of it,i tell myself why should I live when there is never going to be a better tomorrow?
 
katelyn
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I have tried to kill myself many,many times,but it always go wrong or someone catches me.I try cause I don't think I should have beenput on this earth,to be in my room depressed all the time and the said thing is I am 14 years old and I have been trying for 3 years to kill myself rope,knives all of it,i tell myself why should I live when there is never going to be a better tomorrow?
 
Steve
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still doing it add me to chat sumtime
 
Tanya
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No poem can describe how wanting to die really feels. But good job, and I know how you feel. Right now, especially.
 
Gracie
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hey I LOVE that poem it is EVERYTHING about me.but u no u should try n make an effort to get out of the situation ur in.u dont want to go through life being miserable.i do no coz thats how I felt,but u should promise sum1 and then when u think about it u may remember that promise n then mayb u will realise doing it would be a mistake. neway that felt gud to say that.n if ne wants 2 tlk my email is chocolatemaniac_13@hotmail.com
 
Heather
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I cut my self so many times and it didnt do anythin but hurt me more so I quit and I hope people out there who try to hurt themselves dont do it cuz there is people out there that love u yeah they may not show it but once u do it theres no turnin back cuz u have scars and it doesnt change anythin so dont do it I hurt myself and the people who love me and that dont want to lose me so dont do it enjoy life while it lasts iight
 
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hey, that waz a really awsome poem and the kewl thing about it was is that it explains exatually how I feel. My family think that I am crazy 4 cutting myself and they never understand me. I am like a really popular girl at school and things like that but I just hate my home life. my family and I never get along. well I g2g 4 now hey if u can e-mail me so we can talk.
 
Ruben
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this poem is explaining his feelings,just like in my poems
 
Ruth
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hiya, that poem was mint! its exactly how I feel right now.. I havnt cut in 2 weeks and im really wanting to at this moment. If you ever want to die or cut remember someone will be hurting knowing your doing it... thats what has kept me going this long. if you wanna talk to me, id be so pleased to hear from you, any of you. you all know how I feel. thanks love Ruth xx
 
Melanie
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I no how you feel im 14teen and most people say teenagers dont undersand but I do my mom is die because of me I hate my slef for being me so I try to be some one less I hate me life I want to die so tell your self your not the only one
 
Beth
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hey there I just love this poem....i was abused physically and emotionally by my ex and I just feel like I want to die...the worst thing is that were not lovers anymore and still she hit me sometimes she punch my head she really abused me and now I have low self esteem what I feel inside is so full of hatred I want to revenge...the worst thing is im the one who feed here though were not together but im the one who support here financially..now I want to die im so feed up of all of this sh*t things that happen to me...i really really need someone whom I can talk to....
 
laura
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Hi, I really like your poem. I have been feeling this way too, ever since my friends have started making my life hell. They ignore me and they don't include me in their plans, making me feel unwanted and unloved. I'm always around to talk if anyone feel like I do - breakdance.not.hearts@hotmail.com
 
Kayla
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I know I feel ur pain. everyone thinks "i'm emo" and that all emo people hate the world... I don't hate the world, it's the world hating me. People won't except you for who you are because your different or your goning through a hard time. When people-friends- say don't worrie things will get better... it never does it make me want to cut myself for the pain that their putting me through just saying that ... its a lie. well just know if the world doensn't love you I do!
 


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