 | Submitted by JRC
E-mail: guerrero0020@yahoo.com
Is the day after my birthday, and I'm sitting here reading love stories and looking for some advise. As I go through the stories I see that there's not a similar case as mine. I just turned 22 and I think I'm in love with a girl that's younger then me, perhaps 17 yrs. old. This girl is friends with my cousin's girlfriend, I've seen her a few times but ever since the first time I saw her, I thought I liked her a lot. It was the third time I saw her when my heart was so happy and I just couldn't stop smiling, we made out that day. We kissed, we hugged, we cuddled, we talked, and played around. It was one of the happiest days I"ve had in a long time. After that night, I've only seen her once but before that, I was so excited that I sent her a letter, telling her how I felt. I talk to her once in a while on the phone, but untill now, I really don't know how she feels. I can't stop thinking about her, I can't concentrate on my work, I'm not happy, cause all I want is to see her. She knows how much I miss her, and she knows how interested I am in her. I'm desperate cause I don't know anything, but I don't want to pressure things. She told me she was interested, but its gona take time for her to feel something. I understand what she's saying, but I just can't fight this feeling I have. Her grandma found the letter I sent, so there's another problem. I don't have the freedom to see her, and all these little things are hurting me so bad. I really think I'm in love, and I know I'd do anything for her, I'd do anything just to see her, and of course, I'd give my life to be with her. But, how can I be in love, when I'm not being loved?? Age doesn't matter, I'm a simple person with feelings that needs to be loved, as much as all of you need to. For now, I'll go back and think of her and wait for the day I could see her again.... I need some help, cause the way I feel right now, I don't wish it to any one.... Thank you
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