 | THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO MY MOM WHO PASSED AWAY ON 8-13-93.
I WROTE IT ON 10-13-95.
I WONDER....
I ALWAYS WONDER WHEN I'LL BE GONE,
WOULD EVERYONE BE SAD?
WOULD THEY SING A SONG?SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW I WILL GO,
WOULD THEY GO CRAZY?
WOULD THEY LET THE TEARS SHOW?
I OFTEN WONDER IF I'LL GO LIKE MY MOM,
SO PEACEFUL AND EASY,
AND YET SO CALM.
I WONDER SOMETIMES WHY SHE LEFT US,
WE WERE SO YOUNG AND VERY HELPLESS.
I WONDER SOMETIMES WHEN I FALL ASLEEP,
WILL I WAKE UP?
WHO SHALL I BEAT?
I WONDER SOMETIMES IF THEIR IS A GOD,
WILL HE TAKE ME AWAY?
WILL HE TAKE ME TO MY MOM?
I WONDER SOMETIMES IF I'LL SEE HER AGAIN?
IN A DREAM?
THROUGH A FRIEND?
I OFTEN WONDER IF SHE WANTED TO DIE?
I KNOW SHE LOVED US,
SHE HAD A GOOD FAMILY AND A PERFECT GUY.
I WONDER IF I'LL EVER SEE MY REAL FAMILY,
THEY TREATED ME COLD AND NOW I'M LONELY.
I SOMETIMES WONDER IF I LOVE SOMEONE WILL THEY GO TOO?
I'M SO AFRAID
I TRY NOT TO.
I GUESS YOUR WONDERING WHEN THIS POEM WILL END?
IT WILL GO ON AND ON
UNTIL I DESCEND...
I LOVE YOU MOM.
IN MEMORY OF RENEE ANN (JANK) BOHENKO
7-10-56 TO 8-13-93
WRITTEN BY CRYSTAL DAVIS 20 YEARS OLD |  |